rangkaian pengakuan dosa

morning universe.
its a possible to do in this morning. mengaku dosa. terkesan frontal.
ya, gue pengen mengaku, mengeluh, cerita, menye-menye.

i won’t lie with myself for somethin i did.
no where to go, merasa ada kesalahan nih di diri gue, ketika gue ngerasa semuanya ga beres. ngerasa suntuk ngerasa BORED. sucks or something hell etc.
belakangan suka ngerasa im not worth it in this life, as in ngerasa too much fault i did in my past dan i still do that as usual. kemudian menyesal, kemudian menangis, kemudian feel guilty.

okay first thing. woman stuff. woman world. woman time.
gue ngerasa ribet jadi perempuan ketika semuanya pengen gue floor ke orng lain, ketika semuanya pengen gue ceritain ke orang lain. im gettin crazy for shut his mouth 😦
selalu ngerasa semua penting, semua orang harus tau, i know this is a very DISCOUSTING thing. dan gue tau itu ga penting, itu salah. tapi kemudaian asik sendiri untuk terus sepak terjang di dunia pergosipan ini. kadang ue ngerasa what a hell you, TIKA! its not you and ur friends business, but actually im sorry for being this woman. seharusnya udah besar makin sadar untuk gak melakukan hal-hal berbau teenager ini lagi.
i’ll try, i swear i’ll try.
in the other side, i feel so guilty and then feels like theres a preasure on me. oh!

second.
merasa suntuk sama kegiatan, sama orang, sama siapapun itu suka membayangi gue. fade on me. just like ghost.
its been said and done when i couldn’t find a light. i just wanna run and run, sung a melody then dancing then going to somewhere.
actually, one thing that i need in that preasure.
YOU.
okay, honestly i can’t figure it out whos that YOU by described.
a man in my imagination.

third.
let me think.

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